Nostalgic

Reading my old posts surely is nostalgic. I used to be such a hardcore japanese fan HAHA. 
But the best part is i can't stop laughing at how my life has been like throughout well...my life. Truth be told, 2010 was the worst year for me, when i was 16 that is and somehow i feel that's the phase you really start to grow up and reality finally sinks in your mind. I think la. Cos lots of people say 'time form 4 ni la cabaran hidup banyak' 
*gulp*
And may i say, how very true that statement.
Well it's over now and i really hope 2011 is a good year for me (SPM ahem), amin ;)

Rajin la sikit

Weh mastura hasani, bila mau tukaq layout blog ni huduh k. Rajinkanlah diri untuk buat layout baru! Dulu bukan main rajin edit html. ceee.
Anywho-ha-hay, i skipped school today! Due to reasonable reasons. I think im catching a fever 
Dok batuk2 for 3 weeks now and ever since last week, when i coughed mesti termuntah. Nahhh. Setiap kali.
Am i gonna die? .___.
Just so you know, holidays are 9 days away! HOORAH. The most obvious and typical reaction would be 'YAYY HOLIDAYS YAYY' but in the end resulting into a reaction that goes like this; 'ee boring, bosan nak keluaq mak tak bagi. bila laa sekolah nak start. alamak tak buat homework lagi esok start sekolah dah' 


L O L

Well not everyone la reacts like this. Some people spend their holidays jalan2 pi kl & tempat menarik yg lain2. Wowow. Well for us normal people (or if it's just me), that's how it always ends like. But actually deep down i'm sort of hoping for a different twist of events for this coming holiday. Ya know, going to exciting places or hanging out with friends non-stop and such. It's not like i haven't but i rarely do so. And can't wait nak balik Kuala Kangsar, i miss my kampung ;D

but seriously

i think i'll dot it. i'll just do it. whenever i have the time anyway, btw btw i checked my document folder and it turns out i deleted all the the cool blogger layouts i used to keep. bummer.
so let's just stick to this layout we all know beginners would choose cause by far i think it's the prettiest out of all the starter layouts blogger has presented us.


eh nak buat homework. k bai !

after a long absence, i make an entrance

I HAVE THIS URGE TO GO BACK TO BLOGGING. SHOULD I OR WILL I JUST DESERT IT IN THE END ? HAH! screw me, if i do start blogging all over again i'll pay too much attention to it no? and studying? mehhh. but then again..asdfhdkjlksjal

I wouldn't be blogging right now if I didn't have the urge to scream my head out. But then I tried screaming inside my head, which didn't do the jolly trick. So here I am pouring out whatever is inside this feakishly empty head. 
Well one, I'm not a smart ass like everyone else is. Mid term just ended and my conclusion is; by next month I think I'm getting kicked out of my own school. Yea, so let's spare the details. 

THIS BELOG IS GETTING PIMPED!

currently undergoing severe maintenance.will be back as soon as my conscience kicks in.

《i'm such a liar》

I'm such a liar. Yea, forget the previous post about continuing the birthday episode. Sorry ma friends. I'm just so lazy. It's been like, 2 months since my previous post and heck no am I gonna continue it. I'm such a meanie :p
So blame it all on my lazyness. It just can't help over powering me. *sigh* What happened to the little girl who used to stay up all night studying until there was no tomorrow? (obviously a lie) Well I wasn't as lazy as I am now.
And school is starting tomorrow. Should I be thrilled? The holidays seriously ARE so UBER duper BORING. But I rather be as boring as a tree than start getting homework and facing the wrath of my teacher scolding me on my not-so-good exam results. I know I'm gonna flunk. Dang, I wish I was a genius (I know everybody does, but I can still dream)
But WHATEVER.
So the things that happened; 


1. Went on my first camping trip, it was painful/scary/fun (It rained that night so the tent was like flooded so we all slept in the chalet-so much for 'camping') 
2. Climbed G.Jerai till the very top :D (I thought I'd feel HAPPY or something but I was like; 'that's all they got? tch.' )
3. Umm went to only 1 kenduri out of 20. hahahha. 
4. Went to IKEA but barely bought anything.


OMG that's it?
Hahahaha. Well hasta la vista folks. See you in about another decade or something. 
Oh yeah, here's me promoting my twitter:

http://twitter.com/massyOOMPH

yay me!

《an early birthday present 》

So i woke up pretty early today. Right after subuh i didn't go back to sleep (and is very sleepy at the moment). When it was time, i went to the 24-hour KFC near the stadium place and had a discussion about the debate topic and stuff. okay, then my parents went to check out the Suzuki store for a new car. Honestly, the Swift is ugly (no offence to swift users :D). Then i had thoughts about what my future car would be like. Woo. So then, got home, ate siakap fish which my mom made herself and was superbly delicious! 5★s mommy! And so who knows what today would turn out to be in the end.


Moving on to the topic which I promise to tell, birthdays and birthday presentssss :D

Dear Hanna (my posts seems to be a lot about you :O),

           

どうもありがとう. あなたは最高です!  わたしは、あなたを愛しています♥あなたはあまり話! (mwahaha)

Literally saying, thanks a whole bunch of sunflower-sunshine-filled-flowers for Nahan :DDD

Oh, and for the ‘second gift’ too. Hoho. I still hate you because you’re getting a macbook before me. But overall I…I…l-love you XD Now you unrelated people must be wondering what a Nahan is. Its my monkey teddy bear. Its cute and its brown and its fluffy. Yes, a fluffy monkey :3 I love lave lurve monkeys. I do. Its weird? Mind you then. And why Nahan? Well the name has its own history. A deep dark history which needs not be shared to the blogger world. Thanks again bidou granmanie-sannn! hahahha. i'm gonna go get you a better present than that headphone XD kor club for ever and ever.

Till we meet another day. Adios mi amigos.

Oh hang on. i forgot about the birthdayS part :D

To HeySayJUMP! members who will never know i wished them a happy brithday; Keitoo~, Takaki Yuyann~, Morimoto-kun and Dai-chan   ♥♥♥♥! You have all grown older, which i'm afraid i have to say, i feel sad about XD but there's nothing i can do about that. goodbye to your kawaii youthness and hello to shuper handsomeness. woo. however i shall be your #1 fan till the day i grow out of all this fangirl-ing business :D please continue to rock my pleasent world. aishiteru!

TO BE CONTINUED

Mood:  teehee.

《tadaimaa》

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. say, how long has it been since i last updated this thing?

1/2 Months? sorry people :D school is keeping me busy.(i bet you all miss me soo much :">)

so if you'd like to burn/pour acid/close down my school, please please be my guest. first things off,

i'd like to list out the things i want to tell (which i wont because i'm too lazyyyyyy :D)

ehem.just so you all will know the things that has been happening:

1. proudly to say; i got an anugerah cemerlang for this year :D (just for 8A's PMR. nothing so special :p)

2. had a 5 day non-stop hang out with my friends

3. getting lazier

4. so many birthdays this month :O

5. is offically a brace face :D (and i love my braces. so excuse you to you people who think braces are for nerds and nerds only-which i am not one)

6. oh yeah, got 50rm for the anugerah ~ (HSJ photo set here i come!)

7. i have been thinking a lot about my future and decided to go to a university inside of Malaysia

8. ordered something out of the internet which i can't wait to show off.hoho

9. i miss playing games a whole digerdy-dang much.

10. haven't opened myspace for a month now. *addicted to facebook*

11. met the sultan of Kedah for the very first time.live. he is very very cute :)

12. i waste a lot of money every single day

13. i hate feeling confused -,-

14. i don't know what else to say

oh yeah. i found this cool LJ with cool HSJ icons. clicky here :)

okays.so i'll get back to birthdays and birthday presents laters. 12.20am and i haven't found any content for the debate thingy. people will kill me tomorrow.yikes. gee tee gee ;)

p/s. blogger, do you hate me? why is it when i keep changing the fonts to small it won't become..small?

Mood: i hate the slowness of my internet + laptop!

《5 stars to Alice in Wonderland :D 》

people people people people people people.

Where have I been? Why the long hiatus? I know i've been missed (>_<) But for now all i can say is : Blame it on school. Its been keeping me busy. Sorry folks, its homework time. Just don't forget me :D

《 homework is a blessing 》

*grumpy face*
Homework is a necessity for a student, where it helps us captivate the lesson we have learnt. Its sort of like a recap of the subejct, the more exercises, the better we get at it [correct me if I'm wrong]. But honestly! The part where our minds jumble up into a ball of question marks and misery, what's the good in that ? TUIH. Homework are fun too sometimes, well some are. Biology is the first subject I'd cross out. Or maybe Physics? Oh wait there's Addmath @_@
Well~ I'm a student so complaining isn't wrong :D right ?
Anyways, its Valentines day ! :| which is a day all Muslims are FORBID, i repeat, FORBID to celebrate. So to all you Muslims who walk around with your boyfriends and girlfriends spending the time of your life because its Valentines day then, may you rot in hell. :D woops. But please people, we learn P.Islam in school, we are born an Islam, why can't you be one ? Its so sad, the people of today.

Inoo is so cute in this one ♥
arigatou Mira for the picture :)

like how i talk formally ? yes? no ? XD

《 otanjobi omedato hanna ! 》

Hanna !
today is your birthday obviously ;D
so you're a year older now
getting BIGGER
tahun lepas aku buat lagu kan kt hg ?
kali ni ? O_O
xpa tggu ja.ada sminggu nk beli XD
seb bek gak hg blik kl, boleh pilih2 lama skit XD
kah2.lwk ja
jom p kelas nari O_O
mcm lady gaga
sbb tudung dya kita boleh buat dah :DD
ok la syg
nanti jgn lpa kol aku
dah dpt kredit free tu :>
ok sayonara
jom ckp kat YM plak
;D

remember this song i wrote :D
xigt siap a :|

we've been friends for so long
that's why i wrote you this song
funny how i almost forgot your birthday
but i got you a present anyway
you talk too much
your stories have become a bunch
i could even make a book out of it
and sell it at the flea market
then i'll be known world wide B)
just like J.K rowling and her tales of harry potter
except this is about you my friend the continuous talker
so in 10 years to be
don't you dare forget about me
the one who's wrote all about you
and this song too

hala~

《 selamat tinggal cikgu. 》

today i woke up at 6.15 or so, expecting nothing. i walked up the steps to my classroom expecting nothing. and then my friend fany walked passed me, her eyes were red so i asked her what was wrong. she told me...cikgu Sharafudin telah kembali ke Rahmatullah.

Sabda Rasulullah,
“Tiap-tiap yang berjiwa akan merasakan mati. Kami akan menguji kamu dengan keburukan dan kebaikan sebagai cobaan (yang sebenar-benarnya). Dan hanya kepada Kamilah kamu dikembalikan.” (QS. Al Anbiya:35)

sebenarnya ni first time pnah rasa gila2 sedih sbb org yg paling kta dekat telah meninggal. sebelum ni pernah la ada tp tu waktu kecik2 so kesedihan tu xbrpa nk ada O:
hmmmm. bila dpt tau ja cikgu sudah meninggal mmg waktu tu tba2 tergamam, xtau nk bt apa. sblm ni cikgu koma 7 hari. kami geng2 CHIKUSO rancang nak p tengok cikgu dekat hospital tp xkesampaian ~ Allah xmengizinkan nak buat mcmna. lps tgk fatin ngeh truih air mta nk mngalir tp xmngalir sgt XD ehem.tp sedeh tu mmg 100% sedeh )': tp waktu pengumuman bagitau cikgu telah meninggal, air mata mngalir xhenti.mcm xmau dengaq ja apa yg diumumkan tu. lps2 km blik dari lab dpt tau klas 4 Sultanah and 5 Asma p tengok cikgu o_o mna aci. so kami smua [geng CHIKUSO lah] berpecah 2 kumpulan, satu p tanya cikgu PK mintak permission nak p.satu lagi p dekat Teacher Kok Kam Leng sbb waktu tu time dya ajr klas km, kna mntak permission. dya ckp 'yes i will let you go as long as you ask the principal' km smua mcm O: teacher bg tngok cikgu Sharafudin, terharu ~ pstu kna ulang alik p bilik PK ngn bilik guru sbb nk cari guru yg boleh teman kami p. ada stngah geng kami dok dekat bilik guru dok cari2 cikgu [sya/aku ternangeh sbb cikgu2 semua dah p, pastu xdak spa boleh teman )': ] and then O: depa2 yg balik klas tu mai serbu bilik guru nak bagitau cikgu Noraini boleh teman kita p. kami pon dok syok syok la.berkat usaha CHIKUSO XD. tp kn, driver bas :| lambat mai. cisss.oh time tu pon baru tau ja pack cik Pewira tu adik arwah cikgu Sharafudin. ptt dua2 hensem :) then bila kami sampai ja rumah cikgu ada pak cik bagitau kami yg depa dah bawak arwah cikgu pergi ke tanah perkuburan. kami pon p ke tanah perkuburan tu. kami dan tengok kain putih ja...semua dah mula nangeh.xtahan dah. saat terakhir tengok cikgu )': tu pon secebis kain sahaja.hmm. arwah cikgu pon dah dikubur bawah tanah, meninggalkan keluarganya dan kembali kepada Allah s.w.t. dan setelah itu datanglah malaikat Mungkar dan Nakir...

*sigh* cikgu, km xdan nak mintak maaf kat cikgu. maafkan kmi. cikgu bersabar dengan kami. terima kasih banyak2 cikgu :) kpd kwn2 ku yg lain, mari kita bersma2 membaca AL-FATIHAH kpd arwah cikgu Sharafudin b Aisyah. smoga beliau ditempatkan di kalangan mereka2 yg beriman. AMIN.

baca lah belog chibi dan bella sama :) depa reti sikit cita XD nak cikgu ajr sya bm )': sya xbrpa pndai sgt bm )': sya akn rindu suara cikgu, rindu usha cikgu tidur di blakang klas, rindu cara cikgu senyum )':

selamat tinggal cikgu

《how is it ? 》

suprise ? welcome to my newly and improved blog :D you likee ?
its pretty blank and empty.but that's the way i like it :D
oh and notice the 4 buttons on top ? do click XD
yes well maybe it might be hard to navigate for this new layout of mine :|
the part i hate about this layout is the fact that i can't put my followers box and comment board @_@
gahh.but i'll try and get one done :D
well that layout has gone bye-bye.
so, this one? you know you like it :>

can i tell you some bad news ? :'(
my Bahasa Melayu teacher is in the ICU :'(
cikgu Sharafudin :'(
walaupun baru ja jadi cikgu BM satu bulan, tapi sedeh gila :'(
dah la xleh masok ICU tu @_@
semoga cepat sembuh cikgu :'(
my prayers will be with you :)

《 i'll be fatigue sooner or later 》

Fatigue
1 A feeling of being extremely tired, either physically or mentally 1a. The feeling that you have done a particular activity for so long that you no longer want to do it

Well that's what the big red Macmillan dictionary says. but i say for short, fatigue means its like you're about to die. i will, sooner or later. why? because school has started. and its no longer the daily basis type of school. no, its Form 4 and we're talking about 10 homework a day [literally that is]. and then there's sport practice. and then we have tuition. and then some 'assignments' to be done [;D] OH WONDERFUL :|
and i don't get enough sleep anymore. no more waking up at 12 pm :( haha. but still the lack of sleep makes me all drowsy in school especially during classes in the lab and so this equals to me not being able to pay 100% attention GREAT :|
aaah @_@ if only i can run away and shut myself from this crucial life and let my thoughts wander on its own where i'd be drifted from dreamland to wonderland and all my yesterdays have lighted fools [lmao] haha okay talking nonsense means bedtime.moo u later ;D

《devoured by happiness 》

this post might be a little bit late
but still,

does the picture say it ?

syukur alhamdulilah.
i just can't believe it. did i really do it ? did i really get 8A's? did i? if i woke up tomorrow and found out it was all dream, i'd punch my stomach >_< so everything finally payed off! i'm just so grateful :'( to Allah to my teachers, thank you is not enough to my family to my friends and to myself, you did great :D hahaha. so,
now its spm ?
@_@

《 so tomorrow is the day 》

24/12/09
That date, is the date, i'll finally find out. After much pursuing life with books and compasses and calculators and what not, tis time i know the outcome. Scary ain't it? lailai. its been a weird day today. the nerves are kicking my stomach and making me all nervous like i'm about to ride a roller coaster. yabai~ i don't wanna go to school tomorrow. i don't wanna go into the hall and the atmosphere will be all scary and nervous. it'll make me even more nervous O_O *sigh* but whatever happens. i'll accept it. if it doesn't turn out the way i want it to, then i'm sure Allah has promised a better day for me, insyAllah.

《 i'm just another troublemaker 》

gomenasai everyone. to whom i have caused trouble to. and if i hurt you, i really am sorry. i'm not purposely doing this. it just happens. i hate myself for that. lately all i've been doing is cause trouble to my friends. i'm sorry guys, you always light up my day, but i always tend to put a cloud over it. i am very grateful to have friends like you, but its just me whose not good enough. once again, i hate myself for that. i don't want to see the distance breaking between us. i want it to stay like it used to. but why is this all happening ? maybe i should go away. so i won't hurt anyone anymore. lily, bella, chibi, i truly am sorry. guilt is running through my vines. i know you guys said you'll take care of me if i get sick, :'( and thank you for saying that. but i can't. i just feel useless now. i feel, lenguh, and not quite in the mood. these things, why do they happen? :'( i guess its Allah's test upon me. i'll be patient and accept it. though i'm sorry i hurt anyone. i don't deserve to have friends like you guys. however can i repay you ?

《 Okairi, Rayyan Iman Fridaus :D 》

What happened today:
My nephew Iman is here :) crying and sleeping and eating. and repeating it again. and guess what? my favorite pyjama pants just go ripped and i just found out before i wrote this sentence. oh man :( aa. i helped my mom make pizza today. bon apetite. and what else? OH. music station, this 25th Dec, there's gonna be HSJ, KAT-TUN, and even BIGBANG. its a MUST watch. but does animax still air music station? *sigh* asdfghj. oh yeah. why are there 6 cars at my house? invisible people i don't know of are invading ? O_O

allow me to introduce Gale Beggy.
she [he to be precise] is the funniest video i have ever seen !

《 Kamiki again 》

i'm liking you everyday :D
but i'll never forget Inoo :D :D

i love this picture ♥ [lily sah nak curi dah ni]

anyways,
this calls for a numbering trivia
1) when is Akahana no Sensei ep 7 gonna be uploaded? i can't wait already @_@
2) and why is youtube slow? the slowness is killing me >_< 3) when am i gonna go to IKEA already ? my dream room is already planned. 4) why is everyday getting boring-er? 5) why do i cry a lot lately [woops] 6) PMR results are getting nearer, and so will the end of my life. 7) so now what? *sigh* well at least there's collegehumour to make my day
:)