《 otanjobi omedato hanna ! 》

Hanna !
today is your birthday obviously ;D
so you're a year older now
getting BIGGER
tahun lepas aku buat lagu kan kt hg ?
kali ni ? O_O
xpa tggu ja.ada sminggu nk beli XD
seb bek gak hg blik kl, boleh pilih2 lama skit XD
kah2.lwk ja
jom p kelas nari O_O
mcm lady gaga
sbb tudung dya kita boleh buat dah :DD
ok la syg
nanti jgn lpa kol aku
dah dpt kredit free tu :>
ok sayonara
jom ckp kat YM plak
;D

remember this song i wrote :D
xigt siap a :|

we've been friends for so long
that's why i wrote you this song
funny how i almost forgot your birthday
but i got you a present anyway
you talk too much
your stories have become a bunch
i could even make a book out of it
and sell it at the flea market
then i'll be known world wide B)
just like J.K rowling and her tales of harry potter
except this is about you my friend the continuous talker
so in 10 years to be
don't you dare forget about me
the one who's wrote all about you
and this song too

hala~

《 selamat tinggal cikgu. 》

today i woke up at 6.15 or so, expecting nothing. i walked up the steps to my classroom expecting nothing. and then my friend fany walked passed me, her eyes were red so i asked her what was wrong. she told me...cikgu Sharafudin telah kembali ke Rahmatullah.

Sabda Rasulullah,
“Tiap-tiap yang berjiwa akan merasakan mati. Kami akan menguji kamu dengan keburukan dan kebaikan sebagai cobaan (yang sebenar-benarnya). Dan hanya kepada Kamilah kamu dikembalikan.” (QS. Al Anbiya:35)

sebenarnya ni first time pnah rasa gila2 sedih sbb org yg paling kta dekat telah meninggal. sebelum ni pernah la ada tp tu waktu kecik2 so kesedihan tu xbrpa nk ada O:
hmmmm. bila dpt tau ja cikgu sudah meninggal mmg waktu tu tba2 tergamam, xtau nk bt apa. sblm ni cikgu koma 7 hari. kami geng2 CHIKUSO rancang nak p tengok cikgu dekat hospital tp xkesampaian ~ Allah xmengizinkan nak buat mcmna. lps tgk fatin ngeh truih air mta nk mngalir tp xmngalir sgt XD ehem.tp sedeh tu mmg 100% sedeh )': tp waktu pengumuman bagitau cikgu telah meninggal, air mata mngalir xhenti.mcm xmau dengaq ja apa yg diumumkan tu. lps2 km blik dari lab dpt tau klas 4 Sultanah and 5 Asma p tengok cikgu o_o mna aci. so kami smua [geng CHIKUSO lah] berpecah 2 kumpulan, satu p tanya cikgu PK mintak permission nak p.satu lagi p dekat Teacher Kok Kam Leng sbb waktu tu time dya ajr klas km, kna mntak permission. dya ckp 'yes i will let you go as long as you ask the principal' km smua mcm O: teacher bg tngok cikgu Sharafudin, terharu ~ pstu kna ulang alik p bilik PK ngn bilik guru sbb nk cari guru yg boleh teman kami p. ada stngah geng kami dok dekat bilik guru dok cari2 cikgu [sya/aku ternangeh sbb cikgu2 semua dah p, pastu xdak spa boleh teman )': ] and then O: depa2 yg balik klas tu mai serbu bilik guru nak bagitau cikgu Noraini boleh teman kita p. kami pon dok syok syok la.berkat usaha CHIKUSO XD. tp kn, driver bas :| lambat mai. cisss.oh time tu pon baru tau ja pack cik Pewira tu adik arwah cikgu Sharafudin. ptt dua2 hensem :) then bila kami sampai ja rumah cikgu ada pak cik bagitau kami yg depa dah bawak arwah cikgu pergi ke tanah perkuburan. kami pon p ke tanah perkuburan tu. kami dan tengok kain putih ja...semua dah mula nangeh.xtahan dah. saat terakhir tengok cikgu )': tu pon secebis kain sahaja.hmm. arwah cikgu pon dah dikubur bawah tanah, meninggalkan keluarganya dan kembali kepada Allah s.w.t. dan setelah itu datanglah malaikat Mungkar dan Nakir...

*sigh* cikgu, km xdan nak mintak maaf kat cikgu. maafkan kmi. cikgu bersabar dengan kami. terima kasih banyak2 cikgu :) kpd kwn2 ku yg lain, mari kita bersma2 membaca AL-FATIHAH kpd arwah cikgu Sharafudin b Aisyah. smoga beliau ditempatkan di kalangan mereka2 yg beriman. AMIN.

baca lah belog chibi dan bella sama :) depa reti sikit cita XD nak cikgu ajr sya bm )': sya xbrpa pndai sgt bm )': sya akn rindu suara cikgu, rindu usha cikgu tidur di blakang klas, rindu cara cikgu senyum )':

selamat tinggal cikgu

《how is it ? 》

suprise ? welcome to my newly and improved blog :D you likee ?
its pretty blank and empty.but that's the way i like it :D
oh and notice the 4 buttons on top ? do click XD
yes well maybe it might be hard to navigate for this new layout of mine :|
the part i hate about this layout is the fact that i can't put my followers box and comment board @_@
gahh.but i'll try and get one done :D
well that layout has gone bye-bye.
so, this one? you know you like it :>

can i tell you some bad news ? :'(
my Bahasa Melayu teacher is in the ICU :'(
cikgu Sharafudin :'(
walaupun baru ja jadi cikgu BM satu bulan, tapi sedeh gila :'(
dah la xleh masok ICU tu @_@
semoga cepat sembuh cikgu :'(
my prayers will be with you :)

《 i'll be fatigue sooner or later 》

Fatigue
1 A feeling of being extremely tired, either physically or mentally 1a. The feeling that you have done a particular activity for so long that you no longer want to do it

Well that's what the big red Macmillan dictionary says. but i say for short, fatigue means its like you're about to die. i will, sooner or later. why? because school has started. and its no longer the daily basis type of school. no, its Form 4 and we're talking about 10 homework a day [literally that is]. and then there's sport practice. and then we have tuition. and then some 'assignments' to be done [;D] OH WONDERFUL :|
and i don't get enough sleep anymore. no more waking up at 12 pm :( haha. but still the lack of sleep makes me all drowsy in school especially during classes in the lab and so this equals to me not being able to pay 100% attention GREAT :|
aaah @_@ if only i can run away and shut myself from this crucial life and let my thoughts wander on its own where i'd be drifted from dreamland to wonderland and all my yesterdays have lighted fools [lmao] haha okay talking nonsense means bedtime.moo u later ;D

《devoured by happiness 》

this post might be a little bit late
but still,

does the picture say it ?

syukur alhamdulilah.
i just can't believe it. did i really do it ? did i really get 8A's? did i? if i woke up tomorrow and found out it was all dream, i'd punch my stomach >_< so everything finally payed off! i'm just so grateful :'( to Allah to my teachers, thank you is not enough to my family to my friends and to myself, you did great :D hahaha. so,
now its spm ?
@_@

《 so tomorrow is the day 》

24/12/09
That date, is the date, i'll finally find out. After much pursuing life with books and compasses and calculators and what not, tis time i know the outcome. Scary ain't it? lailai. its been a weird day today. the nerves are kicking my stomach and making me all nervous like i'm about to ride a roller coaster. yabai~ i don't wanna go to school tomorrow. i don't wanna go into the hall and the atmosphere will be all scary and nervous. it'll make me even more nervous O_O *sigh* but whatever happens. i'll accept it. if it doesn't turn out the way i want it to, then i'm sure Allah has promised a better day for me, insyAllah.

《 i'm just another troublemaker 》

gomenasai everyone. to whom i have caused trouble to. and if i hurt you, i really am sorry. i'm not purposely doing this. it just happens. i hate myself for that. lately all i've been doing is cause trouble to my friends. i'm sorry guys, you always light up my day, but i always tend to put a cloud over it. i am very grateful to have friends like you, but its just me whose not good enough. once again, i hate myself for that. i don't want to see the distance breaking between us. i want it to stay like it used to. but why is this all happening ? maybe i should go away. so i won't hurt anyone anymore. lily, bella, chibi, i truly am sorry. guilt is running through my vines. i know you guys said you'll take care of me if i get sick, :'( and thank you for saying that. but i can't. i just feel useless now. i feel, lenguh, and not quite in the mood. these things, why do they happen? :'( i guess its Allah's test upon me. i'll be patient and accept it. though i'm sorry i hurt anyone. i don't deserve to have friends like you guys. however can i repay you ?