neither fish nor fowl

shhhh

from FFFFOUND

me trying shakespeare

there's so many things i don't understand.
not a single living being that roams this world will ever understand me.
so far i've realized only me, myself can
but wouldn't it be nice if i could find someone that i can tell everything to.
i can't say that someone is a new friend.
i have friends.
great friends
and i have best friends.
and they are fantastic.
i want that someone to help me understand everything.
its all to difficult to figure it out alone.
i believe that i will someday
but the question is
am i close to finding that person?
or have i not started yet?
how far will i go to find you?
and do i really need you at the moment?
yes i need those answers.
but right now
must i know the answers?
i have a lot going on to be honest with.
i have a mission
i must complete it
things like this can wait
can't they?
or must they be unfolded now
and later on, i can complete my mission with flow?
the more i ponder
the more i get confused
so what to do now?
i wonder.

adapted from the heart of one.

clubs

kelab kembara dan pelancongan tis my club.
and just this friday we had a trip to bukit merah ;)
yea.
i'ver never been to bukit merah (suprise suprise). bt my mom said i have when i was a kid.
but
its not like i remember anything when i was tiny.
well anyways
i just have to make a statement that
tambun is way better~
long live tambun!

the best part about bukit merah was that me and my friends became a baby sitter to two austrailian kids.hee
they were so cuteee.
man i miss them
jessey and adam~
and then
i met a whole party of japanese people.
they took pictures of me :)
haha
wish they could take me home with them.

i love my apartment. for some reason.haha
we had BBQ and stuff
it was great.